Well a confession always made by us as human being especially couples. But is it truly from the heart or is just a word playing around in our lips. A confession also sometimes give lies. Sounds creepy but that's fact always made by us(human). In other hand side, we can assumed for the truth. Lay in deeply bottom heart. In my case, i always go for the truth. If lies occur, twice as endanger will make us misery. Better not to, instead of yes to.
I got a babe, which i really do love her so much. Deeply. Haha. We couldn't express it with all in words. It always occur in co-incidentally from our heart. For me, planning is always give failure. Better show truly faced and sincerely heart. That's surely be good. Some people commenting about why do they love their babe, because she's pretty, nice body, and more. For me, everything is just a dust that can vanished right away. The vitality of loving someone is pure heart and sincerity. And that goes to me, no matter how ugliness she is, how beautiful she is, as long she has a pure heart and sense to love me, everything could be enough to live together. Others expectation would be only additional materials.
Although i am not such a romantic person, but i really do can make something really happened. I always not express it in front everyone, but something can be delivered in different way. Methods can be different in such a way different individual different characters. So do i. I always look her, stare her, and all makes me hook myself with a wild imaginary, deeply bring me to fantasy, and BOOM! Well yet that's love. I always intend to make her happy, smile, laughter and joy when with me. Although as admitted, lack of meetings. But deep inside with "trust" and "care", it solves everything. Day to day, missing her will make me strength to encourage myself to be developed and in future, we would to have an Happy Ever After, although, in some other minds, that's impossible! But with a trustee in relationship, synergistic to make it more works, feel it, everything could be observed to possible.
In a sudden, i composed my words, sentences into a such wonderful, memorable and mesmerize words. I couldn't help myself. Everything in my mind is all about LOVE, CARE. So what's in my mind, shouldn't i be expressing it. Haha.
In some relationship, they had different views. Well, some people do followed in western style, i supposedly. In my view, it's better to follow our culture to be in a safe mode. Because, yeah i supposed to know that it will makes more climax if people do that so. But as stand for my religion, i shouldn't be. I wanna make it in a save journey of life. Not only standing for the Earth but also in HereAfter. Insya-Allah. I believe that in every speculations made of happiness, there always judge of feelings. Ensurely we managed to solve problems with a proper way and manners. Or maybe otherwise.
We as human always need something perfect, but sorry to disappoint, there's NO as answer. We could make it most perfect but still not "perfect" but "most perfect".
Man gives flowery to the one he loves. Well, everything is naturally happen. Even me, i admitted. It shows the woman that we love, care, for eternity, we won't let the flower to be wilted as our heart to be burst at the end.
However, for all i mentioned is all about who really i am. Imperfection guy who knows something about love and looking forwards for more challenging and happiness. Although my infatuation and obsession towards her is unlimited, but all what i can say, it's human for imperfection guy like me to deserve that =)
Worth or not, you judged. We couldn't stop anyone. We couldn't "zipzap" peoples mouth. Ups to you to make it more sense. Love it or hate it. Everything all matters. As long me, myself, as lover for her, will stay and honor to be with her no matter what happened as obstacles fulfilled with pains and agony. I redo my happiness and I erase my mistakes for goods. This lover needs her to support and to live more longer perhaps in serenity life and eternity. Forever can makes us be more happily. Exhales deeply.
For her:
"My heart pounds so fast til couldn't be stop and the only person could make it stop is her..Only her my heart is, Only her my soul is..Sincerely heart just for her.."
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